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oh good grief, i’m busy.
really really busy.
and yet here i sit, kind of frozen by the amount of busy ahead of me and feeling like it’s all a little pointless to get into, since i’ll have to drop it all and feed eliza or change a diaper or stop a pair of cats from wrestling any minute now.

oh, don’t get me wrong, i love it here.
the mommy gig is awesome (but the pay is low).
the other stuff is promising (if i ever find time to complete a project).
i just need a nanny.
and a nap.
and an assistant.
and i need people to stop doing ridiculous things like hacking my photography website (i have no idea how to fix it and would love to burn the whole thing to the ground and start over, along with a few other problem-areas and mistakes beyond my control).

yeah, it’s just that kind of day.
i’m not getting closer, so i’m going to shut it down
and feed the baby
and take some pictures.

the work will, presumably, still be waiting when i get back to it later.